Karumichan
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Post by Karumichan on Apr 16, 2006 1:20:41 GMT -5
For anyone who just wants to talk off-topic, random, chit chat, you can do it here without worrying about going of topic. And to start it off....how was your day to who ever answers first?
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Post by EvilDunkin on Apr 16, 2006 1:38:59 GMT -5
yay!!! off topicness
chitchatness
randomness
woopie!!!
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Post by EvilDunkin on Apr 16, 2006 1:39:15 GMT -5
my day was HORRIBLE!!!
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Post by EvilDunkin on Apr 16, 2006 1:39:41 GMT -5
i was only able to see my boyfriend for like 4-6 hours....which is like A WHOLE lot less than usual for a saturday
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Post by EvilDunkin on Apr 16, 2006 1:40:39 GMT -5
and it was hot out...so i got grouchy....and like i was sleepy too so that factored into my grouchiness
and i like didnt like the fact that my boyfriend was sleepy and was heading home
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Post by EvilDunkin on Apr 16, 2006 1:41:44 GMT -5
we were like hangin out at the park
i was really sad...since like he was gonna go....and i dunno...i dun like spending so lil time with him
and i havent been in touch with him for like 12 hours already...doubt i'll get any connection with him until like over 24 hours...heck i think after 34 hours out of contact with him...he'll either msg me or call me
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Post by EvilDunkin on Apr 16, 2006 1:42:46 GMT -5
and then like i kept getting yelled at by my mom and brother
along with people online
and getting stalked by this dude who had like what....6 million screennames instant messaging me every single second
then i just gave up posting mostly on all my forums
gave up with life kinda sort of speak
and like argh...these people started to annoy me to death
i just wanna die
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Post by Karumichan on Apr 16, 2006 17:42:14 GMT -5
Wow. Sounds like your life kinda revolves around your boyfriend. I couldn't be held down like that. Which is why I don't want a boyfriend. I prefer to be alone. I hope your stalker is gone? Kick his ass next time he comes around. =) Anyways, don't give up on life yet....because this forum would be quite. Lol. j/k. Cheer up though, life is short...actually it's too long. Damn. I always planned on dying at 39 unless something exciting happened that would make me stick around. But, since your alive now you should just do what you want and not worry about crap. =)
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Post by EvilDunkin on Apr 16, 2006 18:09:43 GMT -5
yea pretty much....my life revolves around my boyfriend lol....if i dun c him...i pretty much dont have a life at all ... and im pretty much isolating myself from society and such
my stalker imed me on like 50-300 accounts yesterday...-_- warn, block, warn block...omg!
I wanna give up on life either way...lol
i dunno how to cheer up right now
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Karumichan
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Post by Karumichan on Apr 16, 2006 22:39:08 GMT -5
I push myself away from society too, but I like it that way. I just want to do what I want to do, which is not work, or go to school, or do anything but go online, sleep, eat, and watch movies. XD stalkers are wierd. I've never had one, but I always hear stories...O.o
Hmm, I don't know how to cheer up really either. I'm just always pretty much happy because it makes life easier that way. I uesd to be all depressed and crap a few years ago, and one day I just woke up like I am now. It was wierd. I read all my old journal entries from freshman year whan all I did was complain and get pissy over everything, and I just laugh at it now.
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Post by EvilDunkin on Apr 16, 2006 23:24:45 GMT -5
lol i deleted all my journals from when i was depressed
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Post by EvilDunkin on Apr 16, 2006 23:25:45 GMT -5
most of my feelings and crappy days and such has been stored in i guess a black box....a closed door..whatever u want to call it......
i dun like opening it....if i open it partially...wind blows
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Karumichan
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Post by Karumichan on Apr 17, 2006 22:50:31 GMT -5
According to pyschiatrists, you must release the feelings, so maybe keeping them closed away is a bad thing...*sits Evil down and pulls out a notepad* I'm your new shrink...*talks in annoying slow voice* relax and tell me how you feel....release the anger, accept who you are. It's okay to be depresed. Repeat with me "I'm sad, I will make myself happy"... Or you could just burn everything. \^.^/
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Post by EvilDunkin on Apr 18, 2006 16:25:29 GMT -5
i'm sad....i'm too chicken to make myself happy
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Post by EvilDunkin on Apr 18, 2006 16:26:39 GMT -5
well lately i've been having bad days because mainly like all my friends are waiting for me to fall and break and guess what i have....so they're particularly happy
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